The Bigger Picture

The bigger picture of what I'm doing, which I'm just posting here, for anyone who wants to read, who has access, is going to be explained here. There is a bigger picture to what I'm doing on my network. There's a bigger picture in my life going on.

OK. Here it is. What I'm doing, in life, is working on being able to go to work. My goal is a company that works mostly on computer problems for people, solved at their own houses, or businesses. I want to try to be cheaper, and come to you, as the customer. It will be local, so I won't come outside of Ellensburg, WA, for now. Why? The cost of getting there, would be so much, if I did that, that I'd have to be more expensive, if I still lived in this location. I want to get into programming too, but to start, that is what I want to make most of my money with, I "think". I'm also going to be working for my Mom at her company that she wants to finish opening.

I'm doing all this, because as far as I know and believe, it's what God wants me to do. But there is always a catch, if I want to do what he wants, not what I want. That, here, is that first I need to get ready. That's that!

So, before moving on, I found I needed school. I finished that, taking about twice as long, due to finances. Now, I am studying all by myself. I have to face the fact that God doesn't maybe, want to save me from all "services". I need help right now, to clean my place, in order to do this, or really, be help to anybody else. As long as I have that, I'm good with proceeding to other stuff.

Of course, it wouldn't be as simple as applying and getting approved for DD services in WA, USA! I probably still don't qualify for that, just due to the fact that I am way, way smarter than just about everyone on it, despite having some of the same needs! I can always find a way to make my own services, so far, even when reduced to a budget that barely works, because I need to pay for it! And I can't pay living wage! Why? I don't really even have a living wage for me! Even if I had that, I'd need it for me, not someone else, first! Plus, having someone do EVERYTHING for me, is NOT what I need, unlike other people! I can do a lot myself, despite needing some help that people usually get when they qualify for DD.

Despite this, I'm still working on the problems, to get better. Or at least trying to. See, because I didn't "just qualify for DD", I've been unable to recieve the "teaching" I needed, but they would've waited years to do that, anyway, even if I had qualified, and I needed that NOW, and NEVER needed people to do it for me. But, I'm still trying to secure it, just relying on not needing that now. So, I'm doing that in the background.

But my other thing I'm working on, which is needing to be solved, is to specifically, get my machine finished that I'm working on. My machine is my network full of computers and other devices, like smart home tech. I have a cat too, which helps me greatly. I'm really figuring out what I need to help me now! Unfortunately, the network is a mess with lots to fix on it! So I'm focusing mainly on that right now.

That brings me to what I'm doing with the AD domain controller, as I need a new device to continue on. That's the only reason I'm not studying full time, instead of part time. I'm also working on getting back into the work force NOW! I just have to get back in by way of volunteer. I found exactly what to work on in the mean time, though, which I AM. I just have to depend on services for it for now. I am also trying to lose some weight, as a big goal.

To wrap it up, 4 big goals RIGHT NOW. 1) Try to fix the problems in general. 2) Try to work specifically on my network. 3) Lose weight. 4) Get back to the work force NOW, in the mean time, working for another person. Just thought you all would like to know the bigger picture!