Ohhh, dear Lord, I'm in an respite. They are going longer by now. About 45 minutes ago I even managed to drink half of drink of water. The silence... the panting was the only thing I could hear, and do - obviously. I don't have yet enough self-awareness to check but I have no doubt I soiled my pants long ago. And now again, it's been almost 30 sec since the convulsions stopped. I'm slowly regaining some form of cognitive cohesion, my dogs are quite agitated. I see them barking. I might even survi......
