LinuxQuestions.org
Go Job Hunting at the LQ Job Marketplace
Go Back   LinuxQuestions.org > Blogs > Mr-Bisquit
User Name
Password

Notices

Rate this Entry

Stability is an illusion

Posted 07-18-2010 at 03:46 PM by Mr-Bisquit

I have depression- as is known- and am emotionally unstable.
the actions of going through an attempted suicide become easier and easier everyday.
Let them watch me die. I want the strength to overcome self-preservation.
Thoughts of suicide, animosity, and depression in the Open Source Community? How can this be?

I want to die and not regret, to have someone watch me destroy myself.
I want to sleep and never wake up.

This isn't playing the victim, it's how I feel. I'll be put on stronger medicine or a different kind. ironic how I am allergic to a lot of them but I need some to be stable.

You don't know how I will reply or how I will perceive what you say or write.
"But you're intelligent."
What does that have to do with depression or emotional instability?
"You can make intelligent posts."
And I also try to burn myself alive.
"Don't try that with me."
I'll be glad to give you my health and mental problems for your sarcastic wit.

Think of me as the social reject.

"Why did you post this? Don't you know..."
Yes, I know to some of those questions you may ask.
I posted this because I am human.
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 4824 Comments 1
« Prev     Main     Next »
Total Comments 1

Comments

  1. Old Comment

    One bridge too far...

    Linuxquestions.org tries to be a fun place to be for everybody.
    Unfortunately you choose to go down a path this community can not follow.
    Until that road winds back to us you are forbidden from posting in your LQ web log and LQ.

    LQ members are strongly advised to keep from posting replies to this web log beyond this post.
    If anyone has any questions regarding this matter please contact me by email alone.
    Posted 07-18-2010 at 06:34 PM by unSpawn unSpawn is offline
 

  



All times are GMT -5. The time now is 04:32 AM.

Main Menu
Advertisement

My LQ
Write for LQ
LinuxQuestions.org is looking for people interested in writing Editorials, Articles, Reviews, and more. If you'd like to contribute content, let us know.
Main Menu
Syndicate
RSS1  Latest Threads
RSS1  LQ News
Twitter: @linuxquestions
identi.ca: @linuxquestions
Facebook: linuxquestions Google+: linuxquestions
Open Source Consulting | Domain Registration