I can tell you that I had the same feeling approx. 6 mos. ago. I cried and swore I'd never touch a computer again. What makes it tough is there a few local people or classes that you can get direct help from. If you will slow down and take it one step at a time and don't do away with your primary OS yet it will come around. It's like a love - hate relationship except the hate comes first. If you make it through where you are now I think you'll have it made. Also don't be afraid to post a new thread if you have a question you can't find through search and even if it has been posted before, someone will give you the link.