Sahimasen (Best transliteration I can do)
 

I thought exploding would make me feel better. It didn't.

It was selfish.

I didn't take into consideration the people that were decent to me here.

I exploded because I was trying (before I exploded) to be something I am not... civil... also I am not a hacker... at least not in the conventional sense.

I am never eager to apologize but I have received a lot worst treatment from similar forums before so on the whole this forum wasn't half bad.

I can't come back... I'd just explode again.

If my words or actions truly offended anyone I take full responsibility ( I wish I could atone but I do not see how that is possible )

Regards,
Nyght
Z/Z

P.S.: In parting I can share a joke I made up involving Windows and Linux... my hacker friend cracked up at it but if you are easily offended I suggest not reading below---

"I went to WindowsBurger and tried to order a cheeseburger but they said they only sell hamburgers...then I went to LinuxBurger and tried to order some French Fries but they told me to go look for some potatoes"

Z/Z

Ok ok... goodbye!